בלוג הצועד The VValker's blog

 based on post written in 2007

 חפא sometimes told us, especially between 1977 and 1979, but also afterwards, things "from the depths of the universe".

We usually met him at stolen Stoli, who was then living in an abandoned house, which was known in the neighborhood as "the antenna house" and was among the older houses in the neighborhood. The stolen Stoli told us that the house belongs to someone who is abroad, and he is guarding it for him by living in it. We never saw that man, and the house was abandoned even before Stoli himself came to live in it. According to him, in the previous years he traveled between the countries of South America , and before that in Europe, always wandered somewhere else.

Zvi insists that Stoli was already here before. When we were little kids, at the end of one of the holidays, a small circus was hosted on a lot in the neighborhood. At that time there were still some vacant lots in the neighborhood. There was in this circus one dwarf clown who marveled us at his tricks with one assistant, tall and thin, whom he turned into his magic wand and then turned him back into a man. Everyone fell on the ground for the trick. Zvi claims that Stoli was him, the magician dwarf's assistant.

It wasn't Stoli's only place. He had all kinds of secret rooms in the neighborhood that only he and the cats knew how to find, in houses that looked abandoned. One of them was near Zvi's yard, where we made the bonfire of the names burning. חפא's first room, where he lived right after he came to us, was also in one of these places that the stolen Stoli knew. And when חפא came to our neighborhood from the place he later found, we used to meet at Stoli's, in the abandoned house where Stoli managed to fix the old antenna that gave the house its name (some say that during the British Mandate there was a British military broadcasting station there), and to transform the attic, with the devices he built when חפא told us to build them, and with the ones he had before, into a completely private radio station that broadcast the smash hit parade for us, with all the records and floppy disks he brought with him, and someone, from an unknown address, continued to send him. "I got it in the mail", that's all he let us know, when every hottest song we heard on the radio and wanted to march it in the smash parade, he had it.

Many autumn nights were then, like this autumn, without rain. But the clouds were heavier. those were starless nights, and חפא told us it was related to the war going on in the universe. Somehow, when he was around, things became clearer and information, and perhaps a clear thought, managed to penetrate through the controlling, oppressive screen.

חפא used to tell us that evil comes from outside of man.

He said that it is an energy found in huge quantities in the depths of space, and in the school he attended, he was taught that it is the energy that is emitted from the black holes, which in the past swallowed galaxies and devoured worlds indiscriminately, and they still do so, and emitting this radiation in cycles.

"At this time there is tremendous radiation coming from the holes. We are all under attack," he said, and I remembered the voices-not voices I heard a few years before, near the well-known place where the road that crosses the city turned into a river.

"Man," said חפא, "is one of the creatures whose mechanism has something captured by this evil. When the waves come from the black hole closest to the system, they stimulate the body to produce its own evil. The relationship between the external and the internal becomes reciprocal, one activates the other and is activated by it. It is more correct to say that humans are a medium capable of making this material effective."

חפא divided this evil into two types –

The black evil – the one that conquers the bowels of the human mechanism, and is revealed in its full form when it activates and is activated by an inflamed or deranged mob, which marks targets for it to kill.

חפא said that evil can be measured in a material way, and this evil, even when it is in a person, is still essentially composed of the material of the universe, coming from outside. חפא  said that he is found mainly in the "simple companies". I think this division was naive, but there is also truth in it.

The white evil – the refined one, is the one that the human brain participates most actively in its processing and production, while sifting most of the black energies coming from the universe. During the process, the substance of evil becomes whiter, and becomes something that is a unique product of the Adamic species. It is not always possible to identify it as evil, therefore it is the most dangerous. It is dangerous because it does not depend on the cosmic waves, like the black evil, and it shines and is sharp as a knife. It can be found among the "refined classes", so חפא said, and among "the noble trees – the judges, the doctors, the high military officers, the engineers".

I think there is also a lot of gray evil, and sometimes I also think there are situations where evil protects. I also said this to חפא, in the room at Stoli's, in the light of the yellowish evening lamp, on straw chairs that Stoli had collected from some place in the vicinity where they had been thrown.

חפא said there was something in it. He said that  also among the other creatures in the universe, those he knew from his school, this energy penetrates and affects them. Some of them know how to sift it and create things with it that חפא could not yet understand what their nature was, could not identify if they were harmful or had a special indescribable beauty. The main thing he did hours upon hours of training at school was training how not to let the energy take over. to control her. This is the most important thing.

"The Order of the Warriors of the Bright Ray," he said, "has taken on the most difficult thing – others have trained how to hold it and HAVE it. The Order of the Warriors of the Bright Ray and everyone who is accepted into it, undertakes to be distilled from this energy completely, not to let it penetrate him. Only That way he will be able to free the captives he has to free from the black hole every day, and connect to the bright ray – the true primordial light of the universe."

When I first wrote this post, in November 2007, I was referring to the things חפא said between 1977 and 1979. I still felt prevented from posting later things, especially things he said at the time, at the actual time of writing the post. That's when the last group meetings began, which mostly took place at Shefa's house.Then, חפא admitted for the first time the things mentioned in his name in the previous post, "The unified field of intentions" that in his opinion the dark force controls the universe and the 'bright forces' are not at all in competition with it. The narrative of the schools, speaking of them as equal forces, was invented to encourage the Adamians to join the schools and give them hope.In חפא's opinion, this was the greatest creation, perhaps the only one, created by Adamians, with the power alone of which they had autonomy, if only partially, from the control of the dark. Zvi, in our email correspondence, doubted this. He suspected that this feeling of autonomy is also a trick of the hostile universe, which also uses our hopes to lead us where it wants. He was sure that even חפא, in his heart, knew this. "He is intelligent enough for that," he wrote.

At another time חפא said something interesting – that since the galactic darkness, or 'unified  field of intentions' has no mind, it operates through brains – and this may be why – from an evolutionary point of view – brains were created. Before the creation of this organ, there were only 'thought coils' in the universe (this is for another post), and they were probably less effective for the needs of the Dark. Those distilled things I mentioned earlier, which created by minds, especially the minds of the intelligent species in the universe (including whales and cats, etc.), were called by חפא 'money laundering of the dark’.”This”, said Zvi, “may include everything that is defined as a 'human' or Adamic creation, including the schools of חפא.”